I’m baaaack in chastity, this time a LOT tighter! It’s been 3 nights of suffering in this strict and unforgiving device, but I love the feeling of Her power that it represents over me. After having a week off, I was getting more horny than ever and nearly begging for Her to lock me up again.
She accepted very happily (I’m sure with a devious smile), and instead of letting me buy a more comfortable device like the birdlocked.com variety, I became gently but firmly convinced it’s better to get into the same CB-6000 device, only this time with the mid-size ring, a size smaller than last time so it doesn’t get loose again. This saves me $$$ so I can spend on my Princess!
My balls are perpetually a dark shade now and swollen firm, even the slightest turn-on or sexual thought reminds me instantly, like a hard aching squeeze or kick in the groin, that I’m misbehaving and should be thinking of doing something for my Princess. It keeps me focused on my role as Her slave, Her property. The slightest thought of Her photos or words makes me think of the most beautiful, bright, deserving, elegant, luxurious Woman with the curves in her feet and hips that make me weak and fall to Her commands. She is perfection in every way that matters to me, beyond my dreams, making me feel lucky to be owned!!
The first night I was in and out of sleep, and made the BIG mistake of unlocking myself to get some relief from the initial agony. That morning I paid badly, though luckily not harshly my 1st time, Love You Princess!, but very upset at myself. I tributed and bought Her gifts, then got a hard smack in the balls. Since then I’ve learned it’s better to sufffffferrrr for Her, She loves it and I’d do anything for Her smile.
I can’t wait to for You to hold the key to complete control over me, Princess! I’m now eating ramen noodles a few times a week, and saving money wherever I can find it. Next blog, I will hopefully be waxed smooth like a girl… losing my masculinity day after day… 🙂
Tags: cb-6000, Chastity Keyholding, Locked Slave
