Giving myself to Princess Shimmy!
Wednesday, August 24th, 2011I originally met my Princess Shimmy after a lot of consideration before introducing myself, and after speaking to Her I naturally fell in love very fast. I gave her my cock, offering myself to chastity for Her, and have not regretted it for one day, which is surprising, She’s been absolutely the perfect Owner ever since. She originally gave me time to adjust, but after months, I have been locked up and learned how to endure the suffering for Her. I absolutely love it, and sometimes I suffer a lot in private. I’m so lucky to discover other ways to serve my Princess, without my cock getting in the way, since it belongs to Her and doesn’t make me behave badly in Her eyes. I’ve found my stick to be pretty useless now to me, since it never really was useful before, and now it’s only a source of suffering. I spend all my free money on Her, and try my hardest to cut back on the things I spend for myself. She is the purest and most deserving Goddess on this planet, and that is not said lightly. She has showed Her true colors on several occasions and shown how honest and truly deserving She is to trust her with my commitment.
When I look at other women now, when they should turn me on, I no longer get aroused. My cock has stopped responding to other women, mainly because I know it’ll make me ache and there’s no chance of getting out of chastity. I’m so happy I can focus my arousal on one Woman, and can endure the pain of chastity when I see Her pictures, for Her pleasure alone.
I’m so excited to be building my collection of Princess’ panties and outfits from Her ebanned auctions. I don’t know why I deserve to have purchased some of Her worn clothes, but I suppose I’ve behaved well, and She truly rewards Her slaves for that. I even won a personalized dog collar from Her which has “Shimmy’s bitch” inscribed on it. Now how cool is that? I don’t expect to win every auction, but as all of Her slaves, we should bid what we can afford to pay and never disappoint Her. Ultimately her happiness should be our goal.
I learned the other night that I may never be let out of chastity, and I’m secretly happy that She wants to keep me, and wondering if my cock will fall off?! But She always takes care of Her slaves, She is sweet to the few who behave well. I truly love my Princess and will do what She wants. I’m actually becoming interested in cock now… but a bit shy. I want to please Her badly, and get so horny sometimes, but all I can do is bend over or kneel and beg for a guy to take advantage of me in front of Her cam. It’s totally humiliating to have these thoughts, but I’m getting ready for it to inevitably happen for real. Stay tuned.
In chastity, and occasional agony… slave jamie.